Sunday, December 15, 2013

咪,

Found a note I wrote some time ago:

 26 oct 2013 5pm
今天和妈和姐吃早餐
好开心。
然后得知妈会和爸去晚宴
咪,
你知道吗?我好喜欢你来敲打我房门
问我你穿得好不好看
你永远都最漂亮

Old friends

Why old friends?
Because ppl move on.. 
If u can find yourself comfortable to hang out or keep in touch, moving on was never necessary at all.. 
About how I value my friendship, it sails forever. (But maybe in different direction!)
Meet me half way, buddy!

I've changed. From inside out.
Fat to fit.
Introvert to extrovert.
Ashamed to confident.
And many more~
But i guess the most important change that ppl didn't realise was that I finally acknowledge my preference, my own thoughts, the courage to be myself.. To allow myself to grow up.. 

I can now finally look back n wave my-old-self goodbye.. :) 

P/S:
Sorry I can't accept your selfishness..
Sorry I didn't like the fact that you prefer uglier friend.. Not that I'm prettier than you now but at least I'm prettier than myself before..
Sorry I'm always truthful about my own feeling.. I don't like games.. I don't need white fucking comfortable lies u enjoy saying n then act innocent..
Sorry I don't demand my bf to treat me like a princess.. he treats me like a queen cuz I acknowledge him as my king..
Sorry I don't like posting ugly picture of my friend.. 
Sorry I don't like competition especially with friends..

Many many more reasons our ship sails in different direction.

The Proud Pegasus.